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~reaper334:iconreaper334:

walk always in shadows of sithis  

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nuhhhhh../tagged..

Journal Entry: Thu May 8, 2008, 7:04 AM
  • Mood: Suffering
  • Listening to: ohne dich--rammstein
  • Reading: my list
  • Watching: the grim ripper
  • Playing: the hoe
  • Eating: myself
  • Drinking: sarafan`s blood wine
i`m really bad...

i have a lot of drawings, but i can`t upload them here...

my best and dearest friend, seth.. has commited suicide...

and my bf still without having enouch time for me,,

damm, i`m alone...

i`m deeply depressed, so forgive me if i start to getting a bit agressive, i put myself agressive, when i feel bad,,,

anyways,, i know, seth will never kome back...

i will forever remember he..

yesterday, when i was crying and cuting my arm,, i decided to make something,, so i take a knife,and wrote in my leg "seth"...

i know,, a lot of people will think " she is crazy!" "letp`s leave her alone to die like a rat"

yeah, i`m crazy.. my father makes me my life impossible,,everybody hate me,,i need antidepresives or something like that....

i`m really bad,, i need help, i need love,care,, friends.. but i can`t foun them nowere....

i think, i should follow my friend to hell....

or maybe, i should try to da happy with demian for a time...

i don`t know.. the life is the greatest of all the tortures,,

please,, if you know something to help me to kame out of this "suicidal-depression" i have right now.. i `ll...

i don`t know... ask me whaterver yu want.. i just need your words to feel a bit better and to not end in the graveyard...

please,, please help me <.>



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ABOUT ME
1: i hate myself,,,a lot...
2: i`m suicidal....
3: i can be depressed easyly
4: i not have friends here in mardelplata
5: sometimes i cut myself,,i know, it makes you to suffer a lot, but it sends to your body somthing what makes yu to feel a bit better..
6: i`m adict to the blood
7: i cut the wings of the dead birds and collect them
8: i like to help to my friends to feel better at any time

sorry..but i don`t wanna tag right now..i don`t feel so good..so maybe i`ll tag later

Devious Information

  • Current Age: 1600
  • Current Residence: mar del plata
  • Interests: legacy of kain, BOYS,guitars and especially BLOOD
  • Favourite movie: THE DAY WHEN THE REAPER KILL TO EVERY PEOPLE IN THE WORLD
  • Favourite band or musician: DRIST
  • Favourite genre of music: punk metal,heidi metal, etc
  • Favourite artist: the grim ripper,kainthevampirelord,silverwolfheart
  • Favourite poet or writer: silverwolfheart
  • Favourite photographer: grim ripper (he take some photos of me in a bikini)
  • Operating System: pc
  • Favourite game: LEGACY OF KAIN!,guitar hero2
  • Favourite gaming platform: ps2
  • Favourite cartoon character: dr chakal(GetBackers)
  • Personal Quote: i don`t wanna hurt you i just wanna kill you
  • Tools of the Trade: using my fingers and blood

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Devious Comments

~FreakyFeline:iconFreakyFeline: 4 hours 39 minutes ago
and thx on the :+fav: on my desktop screenshot :D

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~reaper334:iconreaper334: 5 hours 13 minutes ago
u r welum ^^

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~FreakyFeline:iconFreakyFeline: 5 hours 15 minutes ago
thx on the :+fav: on my lineart Vallewida :D :D

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*madmick2299:iconmadmick2299: 2 days 11 hours ago Mood: Joy
thanks for the fav
~Kiljunator:iconKiljunator: 4 days 7 hours ago
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TAGGED, sorry

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Jumalauta kakarat me ollaan tietokoneessa! XD

Visit my gallery to see what shit actually is!!!!

Leave our furs alone, humans!
~A3Raziel:iconA3Raziel: 5 days 2 hours ago Mood: Wow!
Perdon por el retrazo amigo, pero estaba algo ocupado, gracias por pasar por mi galeria... peor es nada xDDD

cuidate.. y exito (y)
~Slightslinger:iconSlightslinger: May 1, 2008, 7:31:55 AM
Thanks for the :+fav: on CCC

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Amazing :painter: here
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~reaper334:iconreaper334: May 1, 2008, 6:33:44 AM
nuhh.. no idea <.>

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~reaper334:iconreaper334: Apr 30, 2008, 3:31:49 PM
nuhhh i have a lot of drawings ready to upload,,but i cant submit them here,, i don`t kow why <.>

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*hookshot:iconhookshot: Apr 26, 2008, 9:45:36 AM
Aloa :D
Looking forward to seeing more of your awesome artwork ^^
*Zephir-Zophar:iconZephir-Zophar: Apr 18, 2008, 5:58:25 AM
Thanks for the fav ^^

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The universe is my only limit...........
~ImBillPardy:iconImBillPardy: Apr 17, 2008, 9:05:47 PM
Man, I hate half assed thank you responses so I'll leave it at this. Was giddy as can be listening to Children of Bodom and eager to FINALLY watch Fruits Basket (goddamn, I feel my balls are constantly being ripped out when I say things like that) and it's made all the more awesome when I see... Well abunch of random messages of fave's.

So thanks and LISTEN TO CHILDREN OF BODOM (better yet buy their albums and everything, because everything they do is reaper centered plus Alexi kills any fucking guitar...Fuck Dragonforce).

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~xX-Shadow-Vampire-Xx:iconxX-Shadow-Vampire-Xx: Apr 11, 2008, 8:04:39 AM
np as well! ;)
And thanks again, thats very encouraging! I'll try to do my best in the future too. :hug:
~reaper334:iconreaper334: Apr 10, 2008, 4:36:20 AM
nuhhh u r welkum ^^

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~Triforce-Of-Stupid:iconTriforce-Of-Stupid: Apr 10, 2008, 12:12:30 AM
Thanks for the faves and watch

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It's time to face the world

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~reaper334:iconreaper334: Apr 8, 2008, 5:58:15 AM
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~reaper334:iconreaper334: Apr 8, 2008, 5:35:26 AM
u r wlkom ^^

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~RedInkDragon:iconRedInkDragon: Apr 8, 2008, 5:01:37 AM
Thank you for the :+fav: :):):)

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~reaper334:iconreaper334: Apr 7, 2008, 4:31:41 PM
u r welkum ^^

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~reaper334:iconreaper334: Apr 7, 2008, 4:31:07 PM
chur welkom

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*Zephir-Zophar:iconZephir-Zophar: Apr 7, 2008, 7:58:33 AM
Thanks for the fav ^-^

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The universe is my only limit...........
*Zephir-Zophar:iconZephir-Zophar: Apr 7, 2008, 6:26:29 AM
Thanks for the fav ^-^

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~reaper334:iconreaper334: Apr 7, 2008, 5:30:41 AM
thanks!!!^^

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~reaper334:iconreaper334: Apr 7, 2008, 5:30:00 AM Mood: Joy
nuhhh u r welkom,, and thanks for this comment!^^

is a pleasure for me to have such a great artist dommenting here ^^
thanks again ^^ :hug:

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